My Heart in Treason

This is something delicate

Cant prod it more than an hour

Hour glass broken

Sand is turning sour

My heart is bleeding out

Message sending needs some power

Theres something that id love for you

No, need me to explain to you

I have my emotions too

They tend to be directed to

This delicate one inside

My voice crashes every line

Threads in pillow

Yeah, that’s a lot of lines

If you love me then that’s fine

Ill never ask you to be mine

I know its not the place and time

But I think about you every rhyme

Tis something ive no control over

Just what my destiny is

Id love to come implore ya

But these lines I cant repeat it

For you my heart spills out for

I donate blood, so if you need it

All your past wounds

Yes, ______, I can treat ‘em

Weve left ourselves cold

Walking deep in the snow

This snow comes from the top of my mind

Yes, there it is cold

There is no precedence there

Yeah, no residence either

Its like at times I tether with my mind

The ball spinning on a rope

Hits my chest, heart is spewing

Love is leaving.

But there is this girl who once

Shared a glance with me once

I took a look at her

Yes, I wanted to pounce

With every ounce of me

My feelings, my hearings my wants

Not ever once ive felt this way

No rhyme and no reason

To show me this girl

My heart is in treason.

You Called on My Juliet

The way you take the game

This will make you fame

People will remember your name

Just like I remember yours

You called on my Juliet

The one girl, who didn’t know it yet

But was to be cherished by me

Living flawless through eternity

My eyes hath burned in your presence

Scowled at your feat

Cursed all your resonance

And spoiled all your wheat

For when it comes time to sow

You shall know, how it goes

For all the people around the town

Know your name, I don’t suppose

Listen to heed my weighted cry

For you and I shall see the sky

I will see it in your eyes

And you will see it by my side

For I, always be looking downward in your direction

For you, to gain from my perception

Of how you acted out

It will become more than a living nightmare.

This one girl, one of many you suggest

Lays to rest, within my chest

That jumping, beating contraption

Entraps her, like a phonetic reaction.

I will go further, for understanding isn’t your strongest suit

If I will druther, I will charge, from me you took loot

Something minute, just played the flute

Of my heart, oh how cute.

You’ve enraged my mind

Cracked my spine

Recorded time

Within my mind

Of that one thing you said to her

I love you. 

Dear...

Yesterday was the best day of my life

I had control of it but now its gone

I looked at things in a linear way

But now, I am moving on.

There was a very, intriguingly

Quite feverent spectacle

That loomed about in my dream

Which was all short of a miracle

This spectacle had a feminine voice

And by choice, led me astray

From all of the happenings,

Those of yesterday.

For now I can’t move on

Nor wake up from this dream

What I considered reality

It’s now but a theme

But in my deepest regret

This dream split in two parts

What travelers would deem,

A walk in a park

But for I, at once sow

With utmost deepingly woe

This spectacle I saw

Was two parts of a whole

Simplifying my emotions is hard to do and therefore this preamble of the poem is but rubbish, but I will let go now. Here goes.

Apples take a firm slice to separate the two parts

Two hearts, once bound are now different entities

What would take a chef two seconds takes me a century

This girl I love with everything but I cannot express anything

My empress, of my cherish, makes definitions for the figments

In my imagination. She implores me to do justice,

To the enemies that wrong the whole fact of life

Love is that fact and I digress,

It doesn’t matter if she lay desperate or burdened

I harden my approach to a more concrete ideal

This is real, life and I cannot forget the one time we had together.

Who shall deal the final blow or cut the ribbon or rope of the future.

Do me kindly, the favor of knowledge over inference

This incense can only burn for more days.

But the scent is kindly doing me injustice.

There is one issue to cover on the topic enlaced between us

If, we cut the ties, we both fall, but if we tighten, explore us all,

In the writs and rights of love, dearest to our souls.

I’ve spent time on this article, to inform the populous

To inform the wide and tall about how a divide,

Shall be made within the universe for us.

Our essences will fill such void and we will fly.

Soaring above all things rendered desperate or burdened.

I’ve addressed one side of my restlessness, the empress.

This enamored shall not be named for doing so would,

Most definitely cause a rip in the void in time.

I believe that we are on such different levels, that,

If it were possible for such a connection to be made,

The energy would cause the earth to lend orbit to my heart.

The latter is a simple verse sung by the sifters of the sands of time.

If a box of puzzle were dumped, surely nothing would become intact or

Even interact with the one of the right fit.

My piece shall be placed wherever I fit best in completing the,

Once jumbled, version one picture of life.

I open the toy box of my heart and the pieces fall out.

Some of no relation but there is great elation between a certain two,

Yet they remain in trepidation of each other. 

They leave the heart and assume positions in the real world.

They will change each other as the world follows.

How do I explain to this girl that this happens?

Maybe I could draw a map of my heart.

Maybe I could form a route from the start.

But wherever she may end her trek.

She will always be on that track, within me.

Kept in secrecy. 

Love Poem

One only asks for one moment

One kiss, one hug until one date

Where all of their hopes are crushed

At the foot of what we have become

I took a step off a ledge and fell,

Deep into a vast unknown, where you

Offered me residence

And as I stared past the gates,

Of the hell you created

I wholeheartedly welcomed the capture

Your eyes blue on a Sunday eve

The beginning, my numbness holding me wretched

Was set free, to a place where I have recently,

Become so, very entranced

But I lie, fully vanquished by your caress

It overcomes me;

By your beauty,

It overwhelms me;

And by your love,

It overjoys me;

To the point where I cannot return

To the poverty of the sad spirit I once had

It was bad, and now with you had,

I will take your hand to the last of our days

When “if ever” becomes “forever”.

I prithee, to last this forever.

Whenever, I lie down at night to pray,

Your name is first off my lips,

I pray thank you Lord for this day

Where mine and Adri’s hearts eclipsed

It hurts to think that we came so far

And it puzzles me to think how beautiful you are

So…shall I compare you to a summer’s day?

If in May, then I will say, I’ll admire you for hours

For you are the one who brings the flowers

After the long treacherous April showers

But in April, I did not despair,

Because I knew that you were there,

With me, because you brought me sunshine

Amongst the rain, and even the raindrops,

Scream your name, as they fall for earth,

Just as I fell for you.