Monday, September 10, 2012

My Curse ~ I Will Never Be Satisfied


This is special
Like a recipe for a cook
I only pull this once
If I fail I lose everything
If I win I get one shot
That shot must penetrate
Deep within my soul
My soul must ooze out
and her body sop it up
Then we will be alone
Alone with my thoughts
Alone with the dreams forgotten
Something ending with a you
Starting with an “f”,
Hopefully that’s unsaid
Instead, id like a sunset
A perfect melody
And a harmonious tune
Between our hearts then divided
Coincided in the love that we have found.
I still will not be satisfied
I imagine a beach
Wet with the waves of time
Sand blowing around our heads
Something goes unsaid
Universally understood
I would, never ever
Never, never, never,
Be satisfied.
I have dishonored my soul
Misplayed my role
Doth in my inner flesh
Sprawled in my outer don
Moving on…I cannot see myself
Face this face that played
Such an efficient role
This I know
Is my devil
My demon
My curse.

So I pick up my soul
Patch up the hole
Pour back the ooze
Sit back and snooze
My dreams dance around
Quite daintily shroud
They end with a frown
I’m found my face down.
Tears roll down my cheeks
So quietly neat
There’s a scent in the air
That was so empty and bare
I look all around
All blurred by the sound
I see a girl.
I see my girl.
Oh what a shame
I cry out with a laugh
You missed my swell dream
And great aftermath
You’ve come here for me
Of that I know thee
You will always be there
Whenever you care
And that is always.
I count the Mondays in my life
Oh what mundane events that come
Dry off my socks
And straighten my tie.
I will live here I say
Until this very day.
Then I will be on my way.
I have shamed on this day.
Take me for who I am.
My all that I am.
What I see, that I see.
What is me, that is me.
The truth that amassed
I assess, I have become.
Moving on will be another demon.






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